Some Things Just Aren't Yours To Deal With

A thought seized me yesterday. I inwardly panicked and tried to think of how I could thwart it from possibly happening. I woke up this morning with it on my mind.

And then I was calm.

If "it" is going to happen, it is going to happen. If it does 1) I (hopefully) won't know it, 2) It would have happened anyway, 3) When the day is over and if it did, the only impact it would truly have on me is what I allowed it to, 4) no one is in danger.

So I'll trust that what I believe to be true -will be. It's just one of those things grown ups have to deal with.