Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Heavy Heart

I'm missing Kelly and Robert tonight. Robert because I always do. Kelly because he was probably the next person that knew me best.

Getting the letter from Kelly's mom was sweet, but it brought up the memories and loss again. Knowing more about how he died didn't help. Maybe in a few days it will. Right now I just imagine his discomfort and possibly fear. She's pragmatic about it - noting he didn't have some disease that slowly took his life. But still. He took good care of me in bad times. He was the est work partner ever.

I miss these men. They were the best.

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